Cephalochromoscope

I wrote this novel just for you
It sounds pretentious but it’s true
I wrote this novel just for you
That’s why it’s vulgar
That’s why it’s blue

I wrote this novel just for you
I’m so pretentious, yes it’s true
I wrote this novel just for you
Just for you
Just for you

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16 August 2012

i tried my best not to write anything.

for, i spoke too soon the last time and everything became everything that wasn’t.

but. i wasn’t living my dream then. now i understood

and though, i’ve finally decided to speak again (the feeling of it working out again, dreams, hopes, certainty…….the feeling of thisisright)

i actually know, that none of that is really true.

im grateful, thats all i have to say. grateful for a chance, grateful for experience. theres not much grandiosity in the way i feel (despite this being so much better than the first)

but, it is still making me happy. and that’s the most important.

while i was being scared, and sad…..i thought about the idea of placing so much on a notion, an idea, a non-concrete imagination

and then i realize, even as it becomes concrete. it becomes tangible. it becomes real….

it’s far, far from the imagination. it’s still reality, it’s still not perfect……..but being able to accept that makes me that much more happier.

so, i hesitated for awhile, to speak. because i felt i spoke too soon.

but, today, and this. i shan’t take back.

23 June 2012

A Real Hero

By College ft. Electric Youth

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23 June 2012

it ain’t easy,

and it might not be as shiny and glossy as you thought a dream could be.

but when it happens

it’s still, everything you ever wanted.

unbelievably thankful, blessed and….relief.

Got. to. work. hard. now.

the hurdle is not completely over yet.